I am not convinced for I will always be fenced in with awkwardness. However, I do feel the strangle hold has been loosened and the chains broken.
Though I did not succeed in soberly apologizing and the opportunity might still come.
But fortunately time, love and maturing helps the hurting heal.
If only he knew how ashamed and regretful I am. If only he knew how I wish to go back in time and rectify a childish mistake; trusting the non trust worthy.
There was no malicious intent. In fact, there was no intent at all. Just a trap set in useless conversation.
So tonight, by feelings of sweat, dancing and hugs the noose has been untied.
By visions of drinking, blessings and reaching a mile stone, I feel forgiveness has been granted.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment